Equanimity
It was a unique moment to see, hear and smell electricity so close to my body. Embodying something more powerful than myself, I danced with lightning as it poured off of my hands like liquid. This is lightning performance is a collaboration with Dutch fashion designer Iris van Herpen for the opening of her Haute Couture collection Voltage. I performed wearing a chain-mail suit, tailor-made at the atelier to capture the silhouette of the body. Consequently, the tesla coil was put under half a million volts to create the lightning which streams off of the body. Through choreographed dance by Samir Calixto, I controlled and led the lightning through the air for a mesmerizing effect.
"Iris Van Herpen's electrifying haute couture show should have come with a warning sign: Danger High Voltage. A mysterious black statue in a dimly lit Parisian salon awaited revelers Monday who suddenly gasped as this "statue" began to move; the figure was in fact a performer inside a black body stocking, standing on a Tesla coil. Then followed one of the most unforgettable —and frightening — displays seen in recent couture memory: the electricity was turned on and this figure lit up like lightening. As if straight out of a scene from the movie "X-Men," long electrical sparks shot out in all directions for several minutes. It was a great, if extreme, introduction to the "voltage" theme of the avant-garde Dutch designer's fourth couture show for fall-winter 2013. Van Herpen continued her signature exploration of organic life in 11 dynamic looks — this season, through the natural electricity that, so say the program notes, "enervate the human body." This was, as ever, twinned with a dash of poetic license, all to produce one of her strongest shows to date. White trapezoid silhouettes with all-over spiky appliques perfectly evoked the high-energy fuzz of a voltage current. In black, several dresses sported fine, bendy strips which pointed upward, like human hair that's exposed to static electricity. The theme of sea creatures is recurrent in Van Herpen's artistic vocabulary — here, seen explored in one column dress that was reminiscent of the energy-rich phosphorescence of deep-sea Medusas. This show — featuring some of the most imaginative clothes the Dutch wunderkind has produced — will set her in good stead for her debut ready-to-wear show in March. But it was the electric human that stole the show." - Vogue Magazine
Novel Being
An abundant richness of the extreme
Entrenched in love the nouveau theme
Eyes wide look at mine I’ve been seen
Feelings so strong, roots of a dream
Demanding physical and mental everything
Basic needs, sensations of breathing
Moment to moment, rest to rest
Closeness of warmth pressed to the chest
A force to be fierce for the sentient being
And a sinking in sights of first seeing
A new moon with an orbit near
All the nourishing bound right here
Photography by Felicia Schuette

Familiar Snake
Connecting to the emotional body feels fluid, captivating and personal. Snaking through the body, the experience of one moment rolls into the next, a different experience, and another possibly recognizable emotion. Are experiences and feelings swayed by the language that’s been created to describe them?
It’s a daily practice to acknowledge the presence of deeply embodied emotions. Finding them, drawing a path to them again, and again. A movement between feeling close to each experience and interaction, and then taking distance away from these life riches. This movement, like a breath.
Expressing the inner and familiar snake of experience, embodying here life’s shine as well as shadow. The earth, the wind and the sea are wildly present on the tips of my senses at James Turrell’s installation Celestial Vault near the beach, strongly inviting me to be present, for a conscious elevating activation.
Dress: Zyanya Keizer
Photography: Mark Marlon
Location: James Turrell’s Celestial Vault in the Netherlands











